Nothing is wrong with it

Assalamualaikum

Terpanggil untuk komen pasal isu ni, as far as everyone's concern, most of my post were made in English. I prefer to use English as for me, it will be my level of improvement, I wanna see how well i'm doing with my english.

It is not that i'm neglected my own culture, but indeed i'm very proud of it.

I'm a huge fan of malay's theater. In UiTM back then, i'm part of Club AKSES (Aktor Seni Pentas), but I was only with them during my 2nd year, cause after that semester my schedule is a big mess, my classes are all day long.

Back to the stories, while in AKSES, usually by the end of every semester or sometimes twice, our club will presents a theater for free, but I never had a chance to be on stage cause I dont have the guts the be in front of a public. hehe.. But I enjoy myself working backstage with all our team mates. And our theater class is on thursday, and sometimes we go out together go watch theater. I remember the last time I went for a theater with them was in Panggung Bandaraya KL, in Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad.

For a record, my mom have been there too loooong time ago masa zaman dia. hehe

Besides, i'm a huge fan of malay books as well, i read malay novels too okay. Currently i'm reading on Laskar Pelangi, masih tak habis.. haha eventhou its already been around 6month

The bottom line here, dont simply accuse us for not speaking or writing in malays, cause some people have their own reason. It doesnt mean that if they're not talking in malay they're fake! for me.. kamu la yang sebenarnya fake!

Bad Allergies!

Assalamualaikum

Yesterday, my whole body suddenly get itchy.. start from the morning till I came back from work, i'm still scratching my body.. so my mum.. as usual.. haha.. she drag me again to go and see the doctor..

So went to Klinik Dr Mariam lagi, but Dr. Mary time already off, then I've to deal with another replacement doc, too bad.. because I was expecting to see "that another" doctor sebenarnya hohoho..

And, during the consultation he's just wondering if I got any allergies history before. I said yes, but not that terrible as it was now. then he just give me some pills and cream.

Went home, terus tidur.

Bangun pagi..Astagfirullah al azimmm.. terjekut beruk! habis satu badan bengkak,swollen all over.. dan merahh.. macam kena gigit semut pun ada.. macam kena chiken pop pun adaaa.. nak mandi pun menagis..SNAP! change back to English.. hee

And I couldnt stand it anymore, but still go to work first this morning, later around 9.30am then I go out for a while to Klinik Dr Mariam again. this time, her husband was on duty. I just show him my leg so that he'll get the clear picture of what exactly is happening to the whole body. And yes, its allergic reaction! grrr..

So i get that ONE SHOT of injection! errghh.. its tooks them about 2mins to get that thing injected to my body.hahaha.. sorry doc.. i'am allergic to needles too :P

And based on this situation, i still couldnt figure out what is the cause of the allergies, i dont think that it was the food that i ate, cause i was eating the same old food yesterday. But I bet, it must be comes from my cat..eh no.. my abah pet cat - Si Kontot.

Recently Si Kontot got into a fight and got bruises and wound all over his body, and the wounded is soooo germ-my! abah is too busy to take him to vet this time, normally abah will immediately bring si kontot to vet if he's got sick. but not this time.

And that silly Si Kontot love to sleep on my bed.. grrrr.. so most probably he's the main cause for all this!.. and i'm officially Anti-Kontot now.. he's not even allowed to enter the house at all! haha.. padan mukaa :P

However, this is the worst allergies i ever had. I hope this is the last InsyAllah, cause its soo painful and tired-ful u know.. u've got so tired because of the energy u've put on to scratch ur body..

A Hijrah.. Another step further..

Assalamualaikum

Its been a while since the last time I update my blog. Life's a bit busy here and there..

Kill that busy-ness, let us jump to the stories

Been getting myself ready for the resignation. yep.. its confirm now, i quit my job. my last day will be on this 31st December.. I think thats not the place for me.. InsyAllah, i'll find the right one soon

And so did myself, I'm now proudly say that I'm a Hijabi wearer.. its my new Hijrah..

I'm still the old me but slowly i.A.. i'll become a better person.. a better servant to God and a good daughter to my parents

I'm wishing all the happiness and iman upon all of u. Lets live a meaningful life :)

ADELE - 'Chasing Pavements'

Assalamualaikum

A bit moody today. I fall sick again,my super-flu come and visit me today, together with my menstrual pain. What a perfect combination

With all these feelings and pain, I suddenly discovered Adele.. gosh... she's amazing! i really adore her look AND her perfect voice! and all her songs are nice too.. everything is sooo beautiful

And this song's is the one i like most

November's End :D

Assalamualaikum.

Istiadat Konvokesyen ke-73 UiTM dah berlansung mulai minggu lepas, and my session was yesterday.. Sidang Ke-5 sesi pagi

As planned before, Abang Nazrul nak shoot me on saturday. tapi we're running a bit away from schedule, and we've finished the photoshoot around 6.30..

(pictures taken by abang nazrul; location:somewhere in Jasin)

ANNNNDD hahaha the photoshoot session goes well somehow. cuma location dia aduhai.. extreme dol. tempat semut lalu lalang and nyamuk aedes berlari-larian.. haha.. habis my di geget-geget dan dicucuk - cucuk oleh askar semut dan nyamuk tersebut.

Dan malam tu, terus bertolak ke Shah Alam dan bermalam di rumah obik, sebab rumah M.Ndak full house, haha.. ramai nau patient..

And the next day, Sunday(28/11/2010) was my Graduation Day!

Me,abah and mak. Mak dan abah tak dapat masuk dalam Dewan Sri Budiman, tapi dapat duduk dalam Annexe, at least dapat juga tengok my thru the big screen that they provided.

While in DSB, my punya giliran no 340. I'm in the middle between those gentleman - as usual.

haha.. and nasib baik kali ni diorang sporting, boleh berbual la juga. Tapi mati kutu sebab sometimes I dont get the joke's that they were sayin haha

And the ceremony ends around 12.30, mak and abah tunggu tunggu dekat kereta sementara my pergi pulangkan jubah and say goodbye to all my friends.

And later, that day we all go and visit Nek Don dekat Hospital Kajang. Alhamdulillah she's doing a bit well and we'll pray for her health to be back as normal as before. just like her name - Normal bt Kassim :)

And from the hospital, me and my parents straight away went back to Melaka while the other car(m.ndak,m.nab,k.sara,dak nuar) went back to BJ.

One Busy Weekend

Assalamualaikum

Its a busy week for me. And a hectic life for each days along this week.

But, before that.. on Saturday.. I am turning into a green monster just because I've in-charge on most of the warehouse activities since Eugene and Esther are on leave. Still, there'a a lot more that I didnt know about this whole operation even though I'm already been here for 4months.

and I havent finished my planning even when we're already in the 2nd week of the month, and there's still lots more task waiting in the list to be completed. That picta was actually my to-do list for that Saturday. Perghhh.. it takes me extra 45mins of overtime to complete those's.

Then, on Sunday 21/11/2010... its been 3 years since my grandma passed away. I tout its already been 4years..and luckily Busu and Alen betulkan! hehe

So Alhamdulillah, me and Kak Sara manage to visit kubur nek that morning, before I go to Shah Alam, God knows how much we missed her, we've been so emotional and try to keep that emotions inside. We clean up the kubur area, and kubur Tok Akip as well.

Its tooks me only 2hours in Shah Alam before I shoot back to Melaka. and ohh.. typical Mahirah shown up there in UiTM.. as usual.. I always forgetting something or left something which already were in the list, which is the IPT Slip, dammit.. how stupid i was because forgot to print that things out and that takes my 1hour tour just to find a CC to print it. [because before that I already parked my car in level 1, walked till level 5, passed thru bukit bukau then when I reach the counter then I realise that I forgot to print the slip, so.. there I was, going back to my car trying to look out for the nearest CC]

I spent my Sunday going back and forth from Melaka to Shah Alam just for the sake to take that precious graduation gawn. hehe..

So when I reach back in Melaka, everybody was still on meja hantu, having their lunch. This is the first time we're having a makan makan again after a month. Our last time having makan makan on meja hantu was during mummy enon, pak ngah & pokde mokde's kenduri.

*Al-Fatihah goes to arwah nek. We missed u ..

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Skytrek Challenge

Assalamualaikum

So I went to this "Skytrek Adventure" at Bukit Cerakah yesterday while everybody is having their Aidil Adha breakfast, I was in shah alam, hehe.. playing this

While i'm on my way, mak ndak pule boleh call. kantoiiii.. haha.. habis my kena hembus kaw kaw dengan mak ndak.. my jawab "yep yep yep" je.. pastu dia terus hang off hehe.. sorry le mak ndak, but that was my only holiday le.

Tapi, the trip wasnt really goes on plan, sebab we're suppose to start the challenge at 8, then later they changed it to 10... so we finally finished around 12.40 .. then having our lunch in Asia Cafe, Subang before shoot back to Melake

BUT overall.. the challenge was awesoooome!!

Best gilaaaa.. dah lama kot tak buat this kinda of activities.. i was so thrill, super excited at first, tapi lepas tu.. alahai.. kacangggg je.. hehe

So here's the picta

Ehem ehem.. (Cont'd)

Assalamualaikum

Enough with the emo post first. hehe

Ohh. I went to see Dr Mariam today sebab tonsil tak selesa, feels like something that cannot be swallow and blocking my tonsil.. rupanya bengkak :(

And I'm purposely go to Dr Mariam sebab diorang panel untuk company kitorang okay. not because of 'that doctor' hahaha

But what so happened, it tooks them almost 1/2 hour to look for my medical file. they couldnt find it?! i've been to this clinic for the past 3 - 4 years. sebelum ni tak pernah pun hilang?

Dan ini bermakna, kali terakhir file ini kelihatan adalah ketika my dirawat oleh "that doctor". hummm.. kemusyikilan telah berlaku disini. did he took my file???? er.. ke memang hilang??

Oh, tapi malam ni Dr Mariam yang rawat. my datang nak suruh dia check tonsil. last last dia p picit my punya jerawat!! hahaha. mak tunggu kat luar dah sampai angkat kaki duduk macam apek kalah judi. tapi best juga la Dr Mariam punya treatment ni. murah pun murah.. tapi.. there goes my moneyyhh. hohoho

A kick start A kick kick start

Assalamualaikum

I need a kickstart, so I need a new air

Hence I must go for a trip. or going for backpacking trip alone, and learn about myself learn on what exactly did I wanted to do. Learn about life

But I dont have the moneyhhh :(

Next Phase

People may called me oldfashioned or narrow-minded(a.k.a tak berkembang). But this is my life. I deserve the best for myself and my parents. You cannot say that I'm not being thankful for what they/she have gave me by looking at the choices I've made because if u did, u'r wrong.

And do please stop saying something like "eh u looked like .... her" "eh ur hair macam ..... aku la"

get a life! i didnt copycat u. u'r white and i'm black! u'r rich and i'm not that rich. but i've feelings too, and at least i'm spend my own penny which is not the money that i get from my parent's but it comes from my blood and sweats!

Shall I call it a quit?

Assalamualaikum

I think it is about time, for me to make that decision then

Shall I quit and get a new job. or wait until end of this year, then start to find a job again.

I've enough with all the issue's and cant get along with it any longer.

Need to find a new job. Masyallah.. i've taken the wrong path. masa mencari.. banyak peluang yang ada.. tapi tak pilih betul betul. sekarang dah pilih.. tak serasi.. ishhh

Gotta go to sleep now. have to prepare myself for the production meeting tomorrow where I surely akan 'kena' punya this time.

Pray for me guys. Hope soon i'll find out all the answers clearly

My Graduation's Wishlist .. wohoo!

Assalamualaikum

My graduation day is just around the corner, it'll be on this November 28.

So i've made my checklist/wishlist in case if missed out anything later,

The list (Progress)

• Baju kurung (Done, tinggal nak pergi ambil je)
• Kasut (masih tak jumpa yang sesuai! -_-" )
• Camera (Pinjam pak dek punya kot )
• slip convo - kena print ( Nak pergi rehearsal nanti baru print )
• baju mak + abah (Belum confirm)
• my hairstyle hohoho (hohoho masih mencari)
• moneeeyh moneeeyh (masih menabung haha )

basiclly, that was it.

So back to my last post story's. I still couldnt get the name of the doc. My PI still working on it. fuh.. macam cerita fiksyen haha..

thats all for now. bye :D

True Confession.. hehe

Assalamualaikum

Iam still sick. plus with the massive haze here in Melake. i'm breathing like a cow. Luckily abah has bought me a face mask before, just the right time to use it

Back to the story of me getting sick, last saturday my mom took me to see a doctor. So we went to Klinik Dr Mariam, but Dr Mariam and her husband is off duty that day. They were replaced by another young doctor. My guess he might just finished his studies.

I'm not really into a doctor before. hehe.. but this doctor is one of a kind. He's like a real gentleman to me. Nicely spoken. Young - about my age i guess. Shy-shy man - so typical doctors. haha

What had happened in that room was,

he's been asking me for how long i have been sick. So when I told him, then he ask.. what is the medicine that i've took. Then i tell him lah, what so happen the antibiotic pills were in my bags. I grab it and show it to him. Then he looked puzzle, rupanya he's been counting.. sebab then he said, "wasnt this pills suppose to be finish by then" hohoho.. I was only answering him with a smile. Then he smile back! awww so cuteee.. then, few more doc-patient conversations is going on.. till he finally telling me what is he going to give me - a gargle, ubat batuk, new antibiotic.. so I said thanks. then I move away to the door, then he stop me and asked.. "selsema lagi?" .. I replied, "dah tak lagi rasanya".. then he was like.. "ooh.. okay okay".. hahaha i knew he's about to ask me something. but what izzit actually? ke.. my yang perasan! hehehe

So I was having a crush with this doctor right after i went out from his room. I've been sharing this story with my bestfriends, hoping that I could bump into him somewhere. I wish I could see him again and have a proper introduction.

I dont even know whats his name is.

*haiisshhh*

When all drivers has spoken.

Assalamualaikum.

Saturday was a public holiday and I caught a fever. gerammm

Alhamdulillah hari ahad okay sikit. sebab perjalan untuk hari Ahad agak panjang.

Jadi, ahad semalam.. my ke Klang.. melawat Pak Cik Fauzi dan Cik Siah yang akan bertolak ke tanah suci hari ini.

Kemudian kembali ke shah alam, berehat di rumah mak ndak untuk hantar Mummy Enon dan Pak Ngah pula pada malam nanti. sesi penuh emosional. Laungan azan dan bacaan doa oleh anak anak pak ngah sungguh menyayat hati sewaktu kami mahu bertolak ke Kompleks Tabung Haji.

Di Kelana Jaya, sehingga mummy dan pak ngah selamat masuk ke kawasan pendaftaran. dan kemudian terus bertolak pulang ke Melaka.

Satu saja silap kali, tak call PLUS dulu untuk tanya pasal traffic.

So I was stuck in that teribble traffic yesterday, due to the accident that cause 12death. It tooks me 6hours to reach Melake. Alhamdulillah i've made it thru.Pukul 4pagi baru tiba rumah. Cuma geram dengan drivers yang tak ada otak yang drive laju dekat emergency lane, sampai ambulans dan JPJ tak boleh lalu. kesian kot mangsa-magsa tu.. sampai pukul 11malam pun diorang masih lagi di tempat kejadian.

Kawasan kemalangan tu memang dasyat. walaupun waktu my lalu tu kebanyakkan nya sudah dialihkan. Namun impak nya masih terasa. bila balik rumah dan tengok gambar yang dipost. Subhanallah, teruk sangat accident kali ni.

Harap semua pihak dapat mengambil ikhtibar.

*semoga ibadah Haji mummy dan pak ngah diberkati dan dikurniakan haji mabrur.InsyAllah. Aminn..

I'm not happy :(

Assalamualaikum

Should I quit.. or should i stay?

I dont have the feeling to work in that company anymore. the people are nice and kind to me. but I dont like the management, the environment, and the work ethics.. i'm just not into it no matter how hard I try to fit in.

And my aunty is offering me a job. nun jauh hingga ke Kuala Terengganu.. or should I wait and see for any other opportunities..

if it God's will, insyAllah tak kemana rezekinya... I decided to wait. for how long? humm.. i'll think about it during the weekend. :)

Sunday ohh Monday!

Assalamualaikum.

so i couldn't get myself to go to sleep. and i've no one to talk .. there's few people are online.. but i'm not sure which one that I can have a talk with

I'm on leave tomorrow, what should I do? boring dah rasanya tiba tiba dapat cuti.. tapi bila kerja rasa macam nak cuti aja.. ishh

I'm thinking on going out and watch movie. alone.. haha.. weird.. but let just give it a try :)

Aksi Rayaa

Assalamualaikum.. tertinggal pula gambar

Raya Biasa

Assalamualaikum..

I'm taking a day off.. from today until monday..

And I missed ros's flight this morning. I woke up late. shit!

Let me tell ya what happen to me this raya.

Nothing much. :)

My first raya, as usual.. our traditions starts with the salam- salaman.. kemudian.. duit raya timee.. and luckily I still got my duit raya again this year.. walaupun my dah memberi duit raya :DD

then, raya kedua masih busy ke rumah sanak saudara.. ke Semerah, Batu Pahat.. dan pulang ke Merlimau semula..

Raya ketiga, should be on my raya tour with my ex- dang anum classmates.. however.. I woke up late.. AGAIN.. heee.. because previous night..we're having a BBQ and bungapi party till 2am in the morninggg.. so dont blame me.. blame my aunty for the BBQ! haha

But I still join them later, me.. Ina.. and the boys... this year raya rumah cikgu cikgu saja.. sampai ke magrib pula tuuu..

Raya ke-4, sudah mula bekerja.. dengan badan suam suam sejuk..

Raya ke-5, kerja half-day.. alasan: Not Feeling Well.. later that nite we're going to Pak Chik's house for raya. Then, melepak di rumah Mok Teh sampai tengah malam.. because the next morning my cousin Syaren are going back to UK, so it was our last nite and i'll be seeing her again after one year..

Raya ke-6, Izat came to Melaka. tapi tak sempat jumpa. I'm working that day.. and at my uncle's house that nite.. after back from beraya.. we went to eat 'Burger Sedap' dekat Telok Mas wt adik adik... tak tipu, Burger dia memang best!

Raya ke-7.. mak and everybody went to KL. me.. going to Ros kenduri's. she's leaving on Saturday.

Raya ke-8, working till late.. because I'm gonna take a leave the next day(which is today) until monday..sampai rumah facebook then sleep

Raya ke-9............TODAY! bangun lambat, tertinggal ros punya flight.. kena layan perangai sepupu yang macam syaitan, bawa Tok Andak ke rumah Pak Chik Aid.. beli kasut baru.. balik rumah tengok tv boringgg

Yeaay!

Assalamualaikum :)

I was so happy.. sebab ayu bought me the book. "Laskar Pelangi" .. have u guys watched the movie? i felt in love with the movie

.. and now, i'm on my way to finish the boook! yeaay.. thanks ayu.. and today is Ros's birthday. and Lili already went back to Moscow.. and Ros will be leaving for California on September 18, and then it was me alone here in Merlimau :(

*asyik sebak je lately..must be because of the mood swing

10 Malam Terakhir

Assalamualaikum..

Dah sampai pun malam seribu bulan, Lailatul Qadar

Life's a bit hectic these days, been busy with work.. home.. friends..

Last 2 weeks, me and family had our annual gotong royong, clean up our family's graveyard. With almost everyone involved.. i was touched with the love that we have in this family.. i just love them so much. Obik, Anjang, Kak Diba, Kak In.. yang tak dapat join.. i can feel how sad they was.. i bet anjang must be crying again LOL because they're not here to share the fun and laughter with us. And also how happy they are when looking at how kecoh the gotong royong was when i show them the picture. hehe

Then, last sunday.. I was out with my Dang Anum's Clan.. berbuka together with them for the first time. there was 10 of us ( Lili,Ina,Ros,Me,Hatta,Pa'an,Dan,Che'amid,Sidek) all. not that fun as if we're not really close with the boys. Back at school years, we the girls rules our school. haha.. most of this guys were soooo shy.. they not really talk to us that much. then after we left, that was when we're in Form 4, the 'New Girls' coming in.. and most of this guys was in a relationship with this new girls and they'll conquer the school. (as what being told by our informer,hehe).. padahal, we we're classmates since Year 1 kot! i wonder what has made them so shy to talk to us. ish ish

And today, i've been punished by my mom. So i've to paint my house for raya!! luckily abah was there to help me, haha.. so me and abah get the wall painted. but still not yet done. i'll continue them again this sunday as I was only free on Sunday. I hate to go to work on Saturday. I just dont understand why do we have to work FULL DAY on Saturday. Sedih je rasa when it comes to Saturday, when everybody was gathered together.. haish.. life.. oOo life :)

*not much picture's to share. maybe later :)

Salam Lalilatul Qadar everyone.

My Ramadhan Wishes

Assalamualaikum

its the fifth day of Ramadhan.

ini kali pertama my berpuasa dengan family semula selepas beberapa tahun. it was fun at last, to be home.. share the joy and fun and the stories with my family. give out kurma's to few of my neighbors.

and my wish to see my late grandma come and 'visit' me. nenek usually comes into our dream, but lately i think she's been too happy 'up there'.. and starting to forget me slowly.. or i'm the one who forgetting her.. i guess.. i'm being quite a sloppy lately.. skipped thru all the routines that i've been working out for years.. such as doa panjang everytime after solat, mengaji..

mak pun dah asyik tegur, sebab dah lama tak dengar my mengaji.

for the wish to come true, i need to do something right? yes. i better change.

Salam Ramadhan si koala :)

1 Ramadhan 1431Hijrah

Assalamualaikum.

so this is how our first Ramadhan goes.

nothing much to share, sambung again on our last berbuka nanti. ni baru beberapa ketul je yang balik kampung dah kecoh, yang di Bandung, Dubai, Scotland, Perth.. semua menagis dengar menu berbuka kitorang hari ni. hehe..Pak dek makan sampai tak boleh bangun.. berebut Bread Butter Pudding haha.. macam macam..

so that was my Big Family.

p/s : i was the food tester for the day. hee.. dan my la kena kemas dapur sebab semua pergi terawih pula lepas tu. ni dah balik terawih, Pak Chik pergi ajak adik2 main mercun pula.. ni baru first puasa ni. ish ish :) - Salam Ramadhan everyone.

my FIRST real gaji

Assalamulaikum. :)

it wasnt my first gaji since this is not the first time i've been working thou. hehe.. but still. i'll consider it as my first gaji anyhow

sooooo.. tadaaa.. i just got my FIRST payslip today. which is.. RAHSIA :P

haha.. so now, i'm discussing on what shud i do with it. in my mind, i think.. i'm gonna separates the money into:

1) tabung A - ASNB

2) tabung B - Tabung Haji

3) tabung C - Bank Islam (emergency )

4) tabung D - mak + abah

5) maybank - my monthly expenses; ie: fuel, food, baju hehe

banyaaaaknya tabunggg, gaji ciput.. hummm tak pe. sikit sikit, lama lama jadi bukit la mahirah!

hope that i can save more, buy less. hahahaha

*my raya mission, buy mak a new kitchen sets and new curtain. okie mak. i'll do my best!

Girls Nite Out :)

Assalamualaikumm

i was out with lili and rose just now, havent meet si gendut (lili) for years. and she still my gendut! haha but she bought us chocolates!!! yummmyy.. it's from Swiss yo.. haha

my ambil ros dulu dekat rumah dia, then kitorang pungut lili dekat rumah dia, its my first time went to her cribs.. gila la..

Taman Koperasi, Serkam tu memang spooky la weey.. tak berani my kalau drive seorang lalu situ.. patut la si gendut nak bawa adik dia keluar sama.. kalau my pun kena bawa geng baru berani..

at first, we're planning for kedai Pak Abu tepi jalan,my pakai selipar jepun je .. akhirnya.. sampai ke Semabok kitorang pergi lepak haha. kitorang lepak di K5

tempat dia best. cantik.. so makan lagi sekali walaupun

dah melantak nasi goreng ayam dekat rumah tadi, my makan roti.. tapi sempat cukai lili dengan ros punya makanan. hahaha

Rose have bubur nasi & lauk , lili lak bubur special. best kot bubur dia. nyum nyum.. lepas tu.. lili belanja pula! haha *thanks gendut :P

so we talk and talk and talk. talk about us, talk about THEM and talk about how did our moms used to spread the news among them.haha..it was funny thou.. dulu masa mak masih buka kedai, dia bukan setakat tokey kedai.. dia juga tokey segala cerita.. bila my balik rumah, ada je cerita nak disampaikan.. yang best tu.. bila tanya mana dapat sumber cerita ni.. nanti dia jawab " cik pouziah(mak lili) le cakap ngan mak ".."oh, tadi mak jumpa mak dak ros dekat bank".. lili dengan ros lak, kalau tanya mak dia.. mak dia pun akan jawab sebaliknya..haha..girls talk of course :)

it was good to hang out with them. finally i was out and doing something rather than stay at home doing nothing. and rindu kot dekat dua ketul ni. tapi selalu, it always be ros, me and ina.. soon ros dah nak fly.. lili balik Russia.. ina still dekat shah alam.. ima pun sama dekat UPM.. ayu balik September.. yana dah duduk KL.. tish pun sama, still dekat UTP..dah tak de orang dah dekat merlimau. my seorang tinggal :(

korang bila nak balik and hang out lagi? Rindu kot!

BIG MISTAKES!

Assalamualaikum.

wanna share something on what happen to me yesterday. I was sick, and my vision is not very clear. I got to see the optometrist today afterwork. duh.. my power is increasing again

but.. that's not the story. haha

it goes like this, i've made a huge mistakes yesterday at work. i've made a wrong calculation on number of carton to be shipped off. normally, what i did.. after i received a copy of PI(proforma invoice) i'll do a calculation on carton marking for the use of packing department and the one who did a sticker.

so this time, nobody realize the mistakes i did. sebab total number dia bukan huge different. cuma terlebih 30 carton je. sampai la operator yg nak susun masuk dalam kontena ni tiba tiba pelik apasal jumlah carton dia tak rounded.tapi problem terbesar dia selepas tu.. this total of 556carton all are mixed up into nowhere. its all over the contena. and have to take back one by one and trace by the item code.. because.. previously.. the wrong one already done as "1 out of 580" but the correct one should be "1 out of 550" so we need to replaced back the stickers.

then later, comes this another leader. who's been too confuse to understand the whole problem, and it takes them 2hours! again.. 2 HOURS! just to discuss on the problem.

so we're start to re-work at 8pm. and finally finished at 11pm. then later, my suruh mak dengan abah datang ambil sebab my tak boleh drive, tak nampak. but Alhamdulillah.. nasib baik sempat siapkan malam tu.

tapi dekat situ my dapat faham dan KENAL my co-workers well. now i know who the one that i can count on with. dugaan dan pengajaran yang Allah bagi.

p/s: moral of the story. setiap dugaan ada pengajarannya. :)

Bila hujung

Assalamualaikumm :)

a meeting after meeting after meeting.. ended up balik lambat.

ini la akibatnya bila hujung bulan. it wasnt that easy thou as a planner. and i've to catch up very fast. i hope the journey will going smooth all the way.. insyAllah

Hari ke-15

Assalamualaikum. so its Nifsu Syaaban today. the fifteen day of Syaaban's.

Malam ini diriwayatkan bahawa malam dimana segala amalan kita akan dibawa naik oleh malaikat, dan diganti dengan buku amalan yang baru.

.. alhamdulillah my pun sempat puasa hari ni. tapi tak berapa sihat. demam dan flu.. bersin non stop dari pagi. sampai semua orang takut tengok my bersin dekat office.

talking about nifsu syaaban, its always been an issue for someone who are not wearing a 'hijab' to talk about religious matters. i know that hijab is not an option, but i'll dont have the right answer for why i am not wearing a hijab. let just say..it'll be..one day insyAllah.

so when..me are talking about religious matters might not be so nice.. but somehow when i post a few notes regarding our religion cause i just felt that i should share with everyone i love. never ever thought about showing off ke apa.

my love goes to everyone who read my post and may you be blessed for every deeds that u've made insyAllah. :)

Lazy Sunday

Sunday should be fun, ntah kenapa minggu ni bosan. sangat.

Should be going out with rose,ina and lili..we're planning for a picnic, tapi kereta pula kena hantar service.ended up, watching this korean drama again

i think this is the cause for me being so moody. cerita dia asyik pasal cinta terhalang, sedih sangat. kesian dekat watak dia.nasib baik diorang ni cute.

since nobody was online, no one for me to talk. so, here i am. talking to 'My Koala' :D

abah masak hari ni. tapi masih kenyang dengan nasi lemak + ikan sambal punya breakfast pagi tadi. kejap lagi yah makan okay abah.

As for the heart says

Assalamualaikum

Hi. its quite late now. but i cant sleep. to tired to sleep. or maybe just cant get enuf with the korean movie. FYI, i'm watching free korean movie at Maadu it was my aunt's latest project.

just wanted to spill out my thought. that is was so inappropriate when there's few guys mistakenly doubt me and thinks that i was hitting on them. I maybe single, but not really wants to mingle!

and facts #2 : all my girl's tout that i'm in a relationship with someone. but the truth is, I'm Not! but yes, i'm now looking for one's. finally tout that now is the right time for me to think about it.

facts #3: friend's said that i'm rich. "Mahirah kan Kaya" - Hate that! lagi lagi when they're saying it while making such annoying faces. rasa macam nak sepak laju laju. i'll buy my own clothes, pays my own bills since college. i earn my money by working part time during every breaks. so stop judging me this way. sometimes, all the fancy cloths u saw were actually a gift from my cousin or my aunty. my mana la mampu nak beli mahal le

facts #4: not gonna waste my time anymore for all the gossips and bad rumors they spread out about me. i just dont give a damn :P

facts #5: hate back stabber and fake friends. BOOO!

facts #6: just like to live my own way, i dont mind walking alone on the sideway. wearing the pale baju kurung with my messy hair flews over. i just dont care on how did u look at me

facts #7: appreciating a friendship doesnt means that i'm over-friendly. i just loves to be around with my friends, having a bunch of friends that makes me laugh. put away all my sadness.

fact #8: during college years, i'm making friends with the boys more often than girls, sebab those girls are always using me for something. so back off. and rather be alone than keep disappointed with my so-called friends.

i better stop nanti jadi gila, asyik nak list out benda yang nonsense. haha

but those list were made as for the hearts says. :)

Judging Silly

Assalamualaikum.

just got back from work. stay back late, to sort things out. for my own sake. so it'll get easier for me to work on next time.

so i'm working now. yeah.. its too early. cause my family financially could not afford me anymore. haha.. silly.. but its true. so from now on, i'm living with my own money.

so, this new office is not as comfort as my last office when i was doing my industrial training. the office is soooo Kan Cheong! haha.. it goes like, anything can be.. as long as u'r able to do ur work. means, no systematic filing area( u can place ur file anywhere u want- under the table,in a re-used boxes), no standardization(different types of chairs,tables,computers), no limit of what u can wear! (thats the best thing)

but somehow, i'm happy to be there. everybody is so nice to me. and they are those kind of people who really please and happy to help you.

and i'm going to shah alam, celebrating the birth of my first nephew. cant wait to see u izz!

Past. Now present

Assalamualaikum. and hi :)

a new beginning. the last blog have to be deleted due to some unwanted memories which is unnecessarily for me to share with everyone.

but now, its me again.

new me.

grown up me.

a life transition from a girl to a women