Bila Tiba-tiba

Assalamualaikum

hectic life can never ends.. so was my life now..

the ISO audit is killing me, and I dont feel comfortable with my colleague who was sitting next to me.. and I am being slammed for wearing an outdated hijab.. I preferably like to wear the normal square size hijab rather than the sarung hijab like all those people out there have been wearing nowdays.. and I like it more if the material of the hijab is made of cotton

however,not only one.. almost all the lady in the office been talking about my tudung..

I am so confused..

Am i that sloppy?

I wish i'am not. but I cant help myself being not so sloppy when i get too stress out..

Hari ni, my boss called me to her office just for the sake to comment about my appearance... and due to my blurry-ness.. tiba tibaaaa.. i just cried.. cried like a baby.. malu nyaaaa...

I just dont know what have just happened at that time..

tapi boss punya la takut yg dia buat my marah sampai dia ingat my akan berhenti kerja.. hehe..

Kuih !

Assalamualaikum,

Lupa nak update, saya sudah kembali bekerja :)

dekat tempat lama waktu buat intership dulu..

So far, kerja agak mencabar.. my kena pegang admin.. and kena buat ISO.. and kena bagi consultation on Quality to clients.. seeee..banyak kan kerja??

lupakan semua tu..

my nak cerita pasal pagi tadi..

my pergi beli kuih untuk sarapan,

lalu my tanya la mak cik tu.. "mak cik, apam ni inti apa?"...terus mak cik tu buat muka dekat my..

pelik juga dibuatnya.. my ingat my terpijak something ke? atau terlanggar something dekat kedai dia..

sekali mak cik tu jawab.. "dik, tu kuih pau la! "

hahaha.. terus my minta maaf dekat mak cik tu..then berlalu pergi sambil senyum seorang..

How can I re-start my life?

Assalamualaikum,

I'm being too un-motivated now, there was nothing that could turn me on..and works me.. so I can get back on track and live my life as it was before..

All the opportunities.. suddenly ended with a disappointment..

With nothing more that could comes out from my bloody brain.. it turns me pointless :(

Wish I could have a restart button, that can totally change back everything back in time like I want it to be