A quitter?

Assalamualaikum..

hee.. im back.. :)

so.. my baru berhenti kerja.. lagi sekali.. tapi this time lama sikit kerja.. 1 tahun 5 Bulan

Am not trying to being bragged about this.. nor being making up excuses for it.. indeed.. i just want to share it.. that it is not that easy to come into this decision

So, being jobless.. at one point it can really bring u to the lowest breakdown of ur life.. and it really makes u feel like your not good enough in life.. and pathetically useless

And at the end it all depends on me myself to bring back my life, takkan nak duduk melepak sepanjang hari kan..

I just dont know what is wrong with me with my worklife.. most of my time devoted to my job.. and it always be about work.. and i did achieve it well, i manage to learn everything so quick till other agencies do come to me for a reference..

The one thing that i couldn't stand is the work ethic and the environment of work, in the sense of communication.. sbb, all my bosses claims that they work professionally, but somehow it does not shown by the way they communicate with us.. they just spoke to us like we're heartless.. selamba marah-marah dgn bahasa kasar..sometimes, for no reason..

So, that's is the reason why i left the job.. eventhou they could paid me well

I wanted to call myself a quitter sometimes, cause i always run away when this kind of problem occurs.. but.. that will just make me being un-fair to myself then..cause im just demotivate me back again..

so, instead of calling me a quitter, i called it.. A further step.. hehe..

One next giant big step..

Wassalam..